Sunday, 5 August 2012

Russian Roulette (One)



Russian Roulette
My name is Emerald, a woman with a strong personality and will. I am a woman with big dreams in life and hope to reach it someday. I live in a suburban place in the town of Gloomsville were terror has struck the whole town since time immemorial. I work as bar tender slash dishwasher slash waitress at Burke’s, s small disco bar and restaurant eight kilometres away from my apartment. Burke’s serves breakfast and lunch and turns into a disco bar at night, haven for Gloomsville people’s night life for relaxing from a day’s hard work. I live by my own and renting a one- bedroom apartment at an old five floor apartment building owned and managed by George Laggen, a hopeless old man. I spend most of my entire time working at Burke’s and got no time for others; my room is so untidy, dishes left unwashed on the counter, cabinet opened and clothes hanged everywhere. I let out a heavy deep breath and threw my bag on the table, fixed my blanket that I left unfolded when I left for work this morning and rested my back on the bed, dust came out of the mattress.  This is hopeless; no one would ever want to live in this shit hole. I reached up the telephone and dialled the number. A couple of more rings and finally, my boss answered the telephone. “Forgot something?” Rupert’s voice is on the other line. “Yeah, hi Rupert! I’m just wondering maybe you could give me a rest tomorrow. This house definitely needs a make-over.” I tried to sound friendly and pleasing. Rupert paused for a moment then answered “Well, I’ve seen you worked hard this week but I’m afraid all of you guys have a full schedule until next week.” “Come one Rupert! I had the highest tips received this night” “Alright, Emerald. Let me see what I can do, hold on one second…” a moment later, Rupert Burke came back and delivered me a nice answer. “Jonny agreed to cover your shift tomorrow but be sure to be back tomorrow night. Okay?” “Yes! Thanks boss! You’re the best!” I squealed. “I know, gotta go dear, X is coming in a minute. Need a make-over too!” “Okay. Good luck with X!” I answered Rupert and the line was dead.
                Rupert Burke owns the bar and restaurant where I am working. He is a good boss and a close friend with all the other workers. We are like family. My boss is currently dating a handsome masculine guy he loves to call X. But his real name is Brixton Ames and he’s 29 or 30 years old. Rupert is 49 and is so in love with this guy, he’s been hooking up with him for over a year now. My gay boss is unaware that X is just digging up his money but who knows, maybe he learnt to love Rupert all the way. I threw the telephone at my side and closed my eyes,  for how long I stayed lying on my bed with my eyes closed I don’t know.  I just noticed it’s already five quarter in the morning. My hips still hurt but I have to get up because I have a long day to work up my room. With my eyes half opened, I opened the fridge and found it empty, perfect!
                Gloomsville streets are so busy at this early time of the day. People dressed up in suits are hurrying to get a ride to taxi cabs looking so problematic. Some people are already on the streets doing stuffs that I don’t seem to understand. Old couples go out for a walk with their dogs. I see people with extreme amount of fats in their bodies trying to lose some weight off their butts – a usual Thursday morning at Gloomsville. I sat down on a comfortable chair in front of the Black Garden’s CafĂ© and sipped my favourite cappuccino while looking at the people passing by the street. I just had an early grocery at a nearby grocery store and decided to have breakfast at Black Garden’s. A dirty old man appeared in front of me while I was reading the newspaper. “Got a spare for me?” his voice was so cold and seemed he hadn’t eaten for days.  “Here, take some of my cookies and go away...” “T-thanks. God bless you!” the man bowed his head and hurried away munching my cookies. The number of beggars in town is extremely increasing these days; an old abandoned building at the end of Kelvin Street is full of them like canned sardines. I wonder why these people don’t have a home, did they ran away from their families or their families have abandoned them? My parents died when I was 10 and since then, gramps took care of me until eventually she died of heart attack. Our properties including our house were taken by the bank because gramps wasn’t able to pay the bill she used for my college. I was forced to give up my dream of becoming a successful journalist and stopped going to school. One more year and I will be graduating but I got no choice. I decided to work at Burkes’ and Rupert readily accepted my application since I am, majesty aside, beautiful and very hard working. I started my job right away as a dishwasher and when Rupert saw my potential and dedication at work, he placed me on the counter to serve wine and beer and entertain the customers. I’ve been working at Burkes’ for almost three years now and though with a not so high salary compared to a full-pledged journalist, I was able to rent a house, buy a second hand car, I could buy myself a food and I can save a little for my future. I managed to go on with my life. How can these people not do what I just did to survive? Maybe they’re just too lazy to work their asses out.
                It’s already lunch time when I finished cleaning the whole room. I still have the bathroom left to clean but I decided to get some break. I turned off the loud music playing on my cassette and opened a canned soda and gulped a large amount of it. I went outside for some fresh air and to smoke. Four apartment doors away, I saw a figure of a tall woman walking towards the staircase. The blonde woman is wearing a furry red coat and a pair of shimmering black leather boots. This woman must be a rich bitch but what is she doing in this cheap creepy apartment? Her hips were so seductive as she sways it like swan. A thought came out of my head and concluded maybe she’s visiting a friend residing in one of these four doors. “Hey!” I shouted behind her. The curly blonde woman stopped and turned her face to me. She turned around and I saw a Goddess. “You calling at me, dear?” her soft voice was so formal. “Umm..y-yeah” I stuttered. “You probably are new cos I don’t usually see you around here.” I walked hesitatingly towards her and stopped three steps away from her. “I ahhh…forgot to buy some lighter when I went to the grocery earlier today. Can I borrow yours?” Dammit! What if she’s not a smoker? I exclaimed in my mind. I showed her a pack of cigarette still unopened. She curled her lips and stepped towards me, I could see her bountiful breast barely resting inside the red coat. “Sure.” She opened her diamond studded clutch bag and showed me a lipstick. I realised it was a lighter when she ignited it. Her awesome red-painted nails are glimmering on her hands. “Thanks! Nice nails.” She smiled and walked away from me. “You’re welcome. And oh, I’m just visiting a friend here but it seemed he’s not here.” Her voice was cold and alluring. My eyes followed her until she reached a shining black car parked in front of the apartment and went inside. The engine started and disappeared like bubble. This woman is obviously rich.
                “Welcome back, Emerald!” Susie, the waitress gave me a tight hug. “I’m so glad I won’t be washing this pile of dishes alone” she said as I joined her in washing the dishes. “Our customers are growing in number these days! I bet they love my recipes, whatcha think?” said Mr. Vann, the restaurant’s cook giggled. Ludwig Vann is undeniably the best cook in town. He makes his own recipes and shares it to the people of Gloomsville. “Of course, Mr. Vann!” Susie agreed to the old chef. Mr. Vann didn’t go into culinary school to master the art of cooking. He just had a deep passion for cooking and started experimenting his own recipes since then. “How about you, Emerald? When will you pursue your dream of writing? You can be a well known novelist someday!” Alex, Vann’s assistant turned the topic to me. “Yeah you know what, Alex is right. You can’t waste all your time and talent in Rupert’s bar are you?” said Susie. They’re right. Three years of working in this pub is good but I deserved better. “Guys, admire your faith in me but writing a novel and getting it published in million copies is way harder than handing people a glass of martini” I sighed. “I guess you’re right” said Mr. Vann. “I also dreamt of becoming a professional chef and cook a nice dish for the president but look at me, my world class recipes are found in this cheap restaurant. But I’m still happy for at least I have a work!” We all agreed to Mr. Vann’s thoughts. The time moved so fast that I didn’t notice my shift was about to end. I checked the clock hanged on the wall, my ten hour shift ended so fast. The bar contained only few late comers drinking beer and the staff had already some time to rest. I took off my apron and washed my hands, reached my locker and took the cigarette. I will take some smoke before I head home, I demanded. I opened the backdoor and rested my head on the wooden wall as I puffed some smoke. It’s getting colder and colder as the winter season is fast approaching. I was enjoying the serenity of the moment when my ears caught a weak moan from behind the woods. At first I ignored it but the sound grew louder and louder. I got distracted so I focused my sense of hearing and realised it was a voice of a woman from the woods. Hesitatingly, I walked towards the woods trying not to make a sound at all. The moans grew louder as I approached a big tree where I could see two people entwined with each other. I hid myself on the shrubs and examined who these people are. The woman with a curly blonde hair is standing at the foot of the tree, her dress on the ground. Her white pinkish skin is glowing under the moonlight. The woman’s front is covered by a naked guy kissing her like a hungry lion eating its prey. I could tell that this man is oozing with hotness from the view of his back—biceps so hard and masculine, his legs are in between the woman’s legs, his butt so firm and gorgeous. The man started to thrust his own body to the woman and I could hear the woman’s loud but measured satisfied moan. The man is groaning as he penetrated his manhood through the woman’s sacred part. I held a deep breath as I was enjoying what is happening behind the bushes I am hiding. I could feel a warm liquid flowed down from in between my legs but I ignored it. I took a close look to find out who are they, from the man’s hips, I saw a dragon tattoo and from the moment I saw it, I knew this man is Brixton Ames, Rupert’s boyfriend. They changed position, this time X is resting on the tree and he carried the woman in his lap continuously thrusting from her depths of insanity. The woman has also a big red rose tattoo on her shoulders. I was watching them as they engaged to sex when I heard Susie calling me from the backyard. I hurried back to the bar and Susie asked me what I was doing in the woods. “My phone has a weak reception here. I needed to call someone and I don’t wanna be distracted by the noise coming from the bar” I lied.
                It’s already seven in the morning when I pulled my car and stopped in front of my apartment building. I noticed two police cars parked there and I wondered what happened. When I reached the third floor, two policemen are standing in front of the second door of third floor. “What happened?” I asked the police. “Do you live here, Miss?” the police asked me back. “Yes, but in the fifth door on your right.” “Do you know Mr. Comwell?” “Nope..” I answered trying to recall any ‘Mr. Comwell’ from the inside of my mind. “We found him dead inside his apartment this morning” the police answered and entered the room. I followed him inside and I saw two more police and a guy wearing glasses examining the room. Mr. Comwell is lying dead on his bed, naked. His eyes are opened and it seemed he just had sex with someone before he died. A knife was buried from his chest through his heart and blood is still coming out of it. “What do you think detective?” the other police asked the man with eyeglasses. He seemed to be the detective investigating the scene. “This man died yesterday between 10:00 to 12:00 noon during his ecstasy with a woman he was having sex with. He was murdered” he concluded…

One person dead…who killed Mr. Comwell? Find out in the next episode of Russian Roulette…soon!

-The Seductress


Friday, 3 August 2012

When White Roses Turn Red (Part II)

I dropped my prejudice and went out with him like it was just a friendly day out. It was not even a date! We watched a movie and then took a walk to Central Park. Our conversation that day became more intimate than usual; Robert confessed that he was in love with me and that he wanted to be together. For one split of a second I wanted to grab him and hug him and kiss him then tell him how I wanted him, too. How I love him so much.  Robert was a charming and funny guy. He could take away all your worries and replace it with a wide smile on your face. His face is like an angel, so innocent and kind-hearted and reserved a huge obsession to painting. He loved painting pictures of different themes. He once dreamt of having his own gallery shop where he could display all his masterpieces but he died when he was about to achieve it…  But instead I dodged his confession and talked something else. I was so nervous that I kept babbling until he reached up my hand and caressed it…he pulled me closer towards him and gave me a gentle kiss that sent sparks all throughout my veins like high voltage. I was never happier than any of my happy moments combined and I was so selfish that I forgot about Helena’s reaction if she will find out about me and Rob. I have stolen his boyfriend and I felt bad about it. I tried to reach Helena but she kept on ignoring my sms and calls. Several times I tried to talk to her at her place but she refused to even open her door. This cost me our friendship. She never talked to me since then. I just found out that she gave up her work and flew back to her home country in Austria where her parents live. I was so heartbroken…yet Robert was there for me, he was always there…
                We’ve been together for almost three years now and I wondered when he would propose to me. Together we had so many memories kept in my heart. I remember when I got caught by the blizzard and was stranded inside my stuck car on the woods where no help arrived. I was so cold my whole body was so numb that I couldn’t even move my hands to open the door of my Chevy. Robert came rushing through the cruel snow and broke the glass that separated us. I was so enormously big that time but he managed to carry me on his back and took me home; made a very salty soup but we laughed about it...then we had a great sex. I remember when I got home early from work and I saw Robert in the kitchen trying all his might to cook me a nice dinner. The chicken soup he was cooking smelled so bad and the meat was grilled excessively that it was palatable anymore. The oven with a small pie in it was filled with smoke and was about to start a fire. I also remember when I got sick with the flu that had struck the city, he took a leave from his work and took care of me in the hospital until I got better and even stayed at home for a week to look out for me even though his leave has already been due. It caused him to be terminated from his work but he never felt regrets about it but if ever did, he never showed it to me… I miss his loud cracks, his goodnight hugs and kisses. I miss his handsome face that I used to see first thing in the morning upon opening my eyes. I miss going with him to church during Sunday masses and look for someone or something to laugh about. I miss his great appetite for sex that had always satisfied me every time we do it. We had a vivid imagination of the future: getting married, a dozen of kids, a house, a business and trip to places we’ve never been before.Then we’ll grow old together, dreaming of counting each other’s grey hair. Then our kids will marry and eventually give us grandchildren. I can’t think of a happier dream than that of what we had…
                Our third anniversary came and we planned for a romantic dinner at our favourite seafood restaurant. I waited for him thereto arrive from his business trip to England to promote their business. I sat on the chair and waited for him patiently as he promised he will come. He never missed any of our anniversary celebrations so far so I sat there and made myself busy for the moment. I wanted to be the most beautiful woman among the people inside the diner when he arrives. I checked my face in the mirror, still stunningly beautiful. I can’t stop those guys who were looking at me admiring my seductive looks. My new velvet dress from Chanel added the points. The women passing at my candle-lit floral table gave me looks with different meanings. Some may have envied me but some stares never escaped my questioning eyes from being cursed by how prettier I was than them. Robert always feels proud every time we walk at a crowded street or go shopping. But sometimes I lose his patience because of the hours-long I am spending trying to buy a pair of boots or a single dress to wear at work. I consider it normal for us, women because we really need an exquisite amount of time for shopping. Robert says it is just a waste of time. Why try hard to fit the largest size of a shoe in your feet when there’s no hope of actually fitting it to you? He has a point.
                I waited for so long for his arrival. I was wishing so desperate this would be the day he propose marriage to me. I will accept it with no hesitation. For hours I waited for Robert but he never came. I didn’t notice I have already drunk the half of the champagne bottle served to me. I began to worry. What if he won’t show up? What if he found a new love during his week-long stay in England? What if he’d trash me like what he did to Helena? A lot of ‘what ifs’ were going out of my head and it made me shiver like was inside an elevator made of ice. I finally took the courage to reach my mobile phone and dialled his number but his cell was out of reach. I comforted and assured myself he would be arriving as he promised. Maybe he dropped by his gallery studio to see how it has been. It will soon open for exhibit and many of his friends and clients were dying to see his magnificent works of art. He will soon be entering the door in his black tux with three white roses on his hands. One, two, three, four hours have passed and no face of Robert came. People come and go out of the restaurant but I never saw him. I have emptied the bottle and my chest began to rumble. Something wasn’t right…My phone ringed, it was an unknown number. It was John, Robert’s co-worker on the other line delivering me the most terrifying news I’ve ever heard. I could hardly digest the words that came from John’s mouth as he retold me what happened. I ran out of the restaurant and hurried towards St. Anne’s Hospital, the ten kilometres seemed ten miles for me. I was crying thinking of Robert, this was so unexpected and very tragic. The traffic made me growl in anger, I walked out of my car and ran as fast as I could. I let out a loud scream as I saw Robert lying on the hospital bed covered with blood. His face was unrecognisable because of the heavy amount of blood that covered his face but I was sure it was him. He was wearing the brown bead bracelet I made for him a long time ago.  A part of his feet was missing and his suit was tore apart revealing his hairy chest. All I see was blood…a lot blood. I saw the white roses beside him covered with blood, some its petals had fallen on the floor and next thing happened, blackness conquered me and I fell on the floor. Robert died from a tragic accident on the day of our third anniversary…
                Police officers’ intrinsic report said he was last seen coming out of a jewelry shop holding a bouquet of white flowers wearing a sweet smile on his face. As he was trying to reach up for his car parked on the side of the road, a reckless ten-wheeler truck driven by a drunk driver came rushing through the road and accidentally, Robert and his car were crashed by the raging truck. I can’t think of any valid reason why God had made this thing happened to me and Robert. Was it because I stole Robert from my best friend Helena? Was it forbidden to be happy and stay in the arms of the one you truly love? I can’t believe how ironic and cruel my once happy and contented life turned into. Death took my beloved Robert and a part of me also died with him…
The wind was so cold and the rain never stopped, this time it rained harder raging through my veins. My long black dress now fitted so tightly on my shivering body. I opened my arms wide and stared at the black sky. Tears and the rain mixed together on my face. I looked down and from the 27th floor that I was standing, I see nothing that pure darkness. Again, I closed my eyes and let darkness swallowed me as I was falling from the building to face death with Robert still lingering in my head…

When White Roses Turn Red by Angel Gambon
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